Time is the prove. I know my dear is proving me his love to me by brining me bacl to his homtown to meet his family n relatives. I know i was a bit over tht i used to keep checking him and nt trusting him. Im being such sensitive jst to protect everything tht weve build up. I knw i was over protecting till thgs tht i scared is happen and make ppl thk is cuz of my fault. I do admit i hate her i hate her from head to toe. i hate her being so bitchy and slutty with no guilty. She makes me thk tht she born frm a unhappy family and being dump by guy so she jealous bout ppl's life ppl's relationship. I frgive watever thy had dome i accept the fact tht had happen cuz of my hot temper n make him start changing his post. I do feel ot of sorry to him. Chyrene was right tht i m over locking him i shid jst let him do wat he wan n free for certain thgs. Bt he needs to promise me of nt being so nice to anyother girl nt even a care cuz i scared it happen again. I do feel a little bit over tht i shoot her till like wat tht night cuz its over my linit by trusting her over n over again. She is too over bout our matter which she is no one,she is nothing she isnt a piece of shit in our life. She shud do wat she had promised she wont talk bout anything to him beside work bt she break it by asking bout babui personal thgs... i do feel like being nice to her bt i worry she take it as granted n do it again.. and i dnt wan to shoot her like shit or even worst again cuz is nt good too~
Babui u asked me y i still wanna b with u since u hurt me so. I cant tell u directly bt i can say cuz i love n still love u much thts y i forgive u. If a person doesnt love u anymore she wont care tht much wat u jad done to her or dont mind tht u have hurt her. She can kst leave like tht and look for others and start again. Bt im nt cuz i love u lots n i lnw u still do jst the moment of feeling make ur heart moving. Im doing my best to prove u and put trust on u as well jst nt to her cuz i still cant belive her for the moment. I need time to watch n look. Please frgive me selfishness...
